If you haven't read my ancient story over on YFT, this won't interest you. Don't bother going to read it now either, it's not finished and probably never will be.
To cut a long story short, I don't want to finish it for personal reasons. For a start, a number of uneasy things in the story actually happened. I can't go into details without spoilers, but suffice to say it predicted the events that led to its own demise with depressing accuracy.
Secondly, I'm not sure I can. I suffered something a bit like a stroke - thank Hina it wasn't a real one, I've had scans and there's no visible damage - about three years ago, and it basically destroyed my life. I'm still not back to where I used to be and I probably never will be. I can write again, but I still can't feel. And Me and Yu is a personality-driven story. I can't write what I can't comprehend.
Now, Me and Yu has sequels. Yes, plural; I have notes on more than twenty other yukkuri stories, most of them connected in some way. But since I just finished getting into a shitstorm for posting stories out of order on THP, writing them sounds like a bad idea.
If anyone is still reading this wall of shit, do you want me to post a spoilerrific summary of Me and Yu, for the sake of bringing it to a close? Or should I make the best of what I have and play up the unknowns for the followup? One way or another I want to get out of this rut, but mustering the energy to do things when you literally don't remember why you're doing them is a total bitch.