The dull pain had become stronger.
(Affected by) painfulness, bitterness and terror, Marisa eventually cried and shouted.
So deeply regretted that she didn't know what to do.
Such pitiful condition was result of taking actions just for her own easiness, without knowing or considering anything. It was only for that single refreshing and those filthy, ugly little ones.
But Marisa threw away and abandoned all of them.
With lots of other types of happiness as well, Marisa was granted with a very easy daily life.
She could eat delicious food until her tummy was full everyday, and could also have sweets.Marisa once had everything:
whether the warm-warm bed or the funny toys.
If she poo-pooed, Miss would wipe her clean using soft cloth.