Little Ones dying. Reimu's bean-paste freezes when she remembers how the daughters she had before died. "The death of my own children was so sad that I couldn't take it easy with my current pain. Just imagining that the last two would die in the same way makes me feel like I'm going insane. Yes. No matter what situation I'm in, what I hate the most is for Little Ones to die." By recognizing this, Mother Reimu was able to set aside her vulgar feelings.After thinking about throwing everything away and committing suicide with "Eat up easy", Mother Reimu realized that no matter how hard she tried, it was impossible for her to take care of her children all the time. This is because your life expectancy comes before your children. "If I die, naturally the contract will end. Even if I had a parent like myself, I would have no choice but to rely on humans.""There were many times when I lost myself and tried to get out of the box. Each time, because the box is fixed and narrow, I can't get a run-up or recoil, and it ends in vain. Humans assume that yukkuri inside the box will go wild. Once I realized that, I had to calm down, and even if I gave up the contract because of temporary feelings, it wouldn't lead to good results. I repeated the act of reconsidering that it would only mean returning to a nomadic life with no hope."Being stuck in a box, smelly and disgusting food, chronic hunger due to the minimum amount of food. Jealousy at the children who live happily without knowing anything about her, resentment at the children who no longer pay attention to her as a parent, all of which keep Mother Reimu from being easy. Ugly feelings stained her bean paste. Mother Reimu already wanted to run away from this situation.