Marisa ask himself what was the point of his life and the answer is:
Nothing
Marisa wasted his entire life by doing absolutely nothing; instead of creating his own path and take it easy, he just wasted his life by following his genetic memory and continued the wicked cycle of birthing non-stop
Now he will die sad and accepting reality......
Soon, Marisa will be at a age where doing hunting is difficult.
As she was thinking what to do from now, she began to weep spontaneously.
"Ah! Just what are the meaning! and value! of Badeiza's life! as a yukkuri nozeeee!!"
Marisa clenched her teeth to refrain from making a loud noise, and the screech vanished into the darkness of the deep back alley.As a result, Marisa also endured her life.
In order to avoid being crushed by human, she didn't demand food from them, and chose to eat trash instead.
As she kept walking in search of trash, her foot became hard and rough, creeping out rotten fluid and emitting an offensive stench at the same time.
Because she once stabbed her anyaru with branches to relive constipation when the drinking water was scarce , she would feel a terrible pain during poo-poo even today.
She developed alopecia areata as a result of continuously enduring stress of "can't take it easy". The alopecia now has expanded to an extent that her hat can no longer hide it.
She desperately introduced herself and begged for help like every other troubled yukkuri, but no one helped her because "Smelly anyaru and bald top can't take it easy!".Marisa lived her life desperately.
She followed her parents' instructions, and followed the stray yukkuris' pastes she inherited.
Every time her children was crying "Wannya eajy!", she will tell them:
"Put up with it, little ones. Although we stray yukkuris want easiness, actually we can't take it easy. But once in a while, the easy Mister Reward will come to yukkuris who can stand such life! Therefore, put up with it!"